Welcome to My Story: A Journey Through Shadows and Light

This is not just a story—it is my story. What you’ll find here are the fragments of a life lived, stitched together with memory, perception, and the enduring rhythm of my soul. Every word you read is rooted in truth—my truth—shaped by the unique lens through which I’ve experienced the world.

I invite you to walk with me as I share the moments that shaped me: the joys and the heartbreaks, the innocence and the wounds, the light and the dark. These pages are divided into symbolic chapters—each marked by a totem or archetype that reflects a stage of my life.

This is not a traditional autobiography. It is a tapestry of vivid prose, poetic reflections, and the raw, unfiltered reality of my journey. Every symbol, every memory, every story you’ll find here is drawn from the well of my experience, as I’ve come to know it.

This is a true story, told with heart and courage, and I thank you for holding space for it.

The Wolf Pup

The beginning of any story shapes its foundation, and mine begins here, in the wild and tender years of my childhood—a time when I was both fearless and fragile, innocent and marked by shadow.

This chapter, The Wolf Pup, is where I first learned the rhythms of life and the darkness that often hums beneath them. It’s a story of contrasts: the creative, spirited child who told stories, commanded attention, and danced to her own tune; and the little girl who carried wounds inflicted by those who were supposed to protect her.

I loved wolves then, believing myself one of them—a strong and noble creature, loyal to the pack yet fiercely independent. I did not yet understand the complexities of my nature or the world around me. I did not know that the shadow over my crib was more than a memory, or that my childhood would be shaped by betrayal, rejection, and a deep calling to the darkness within.

Here, I explore the first moments that defined me, from the pain of childhood sexual abuse and bullying to the solace I found in creativity and connection with the shadow. It was a time of both breaking and becoming—a journey that would lead me to leave home at too young an age in too tough a city but that ultimately made me a survivor.

This is the story of the Wolf Pup: the beginning of a life intertwined with shadow and light, innocence and power, love and pain.

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